I'm the youngest of 4 and I live with my mother who is divorced and recently my eldest sibling has left to college. This made me start thinking about when my other siblings leave I'll be alone with her and I don't know how I'll be able to deal with her! She wroks all day and she's done so many things for me when she could've been something else she's always dreamed of but I can't respect her!
I've always been on my dad's side even though he is doing horrible things to our family [the main one is he moved to CHINA!!! If he moved any farther he'd only get closer!] And now I have no sides really but I'm still constantly avoding her. Making jokes, talking back, screaming or yelling, leaving her out of my life and I've never really been on a "mother/daughter" with her since I was 5! I really don't know what to do since I'm the worst child she could ever have.
P.S. She says "I love you" to me every night and I can never say "I love you" back without felling guilty for weird reasons....
2006-12-02
11:54:28
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