Im confused... I really want to know what you all think. It's been bother me for 2 years. I'm going to be brutally honest here. So please hear my story.
I'm an adult comes from a loving family, I have group of supportive friends, and a nice girlfirend. On the outside I'm a happy go lucky kinda guy. You know, the go-to guy at work, friendly neighbor type of person.
However... deep down I don't like to work and I don't like to help others. I don't trust anyone either. I think people do things for self-grtifying reasons anyway... even when share, contribute, and love.
I'm tired of putting up a front everyday and I want to tell the whole world just to leave me alone.
But I can't. I feel like I have social responsibilities to be "nice". I feel like I could burst. It's getting more difficult for me each day. I want to ditch everything and just disappear.
Am I a bad person?
2006-11-01
00:05:24
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