I went from having the best, most passioante sex ever with my ex to now having a disinterested, unemotional, and unfulfilling experience where I have to fantasize in order to orgasm.
We were separated for months and in divorce proceedings, which I instituted after he did not respect me nor our marriage. After months he came back, asked for forgiveness and a new opportunity. I thought I still loved him, and was willing to admit as humans we all err, and that it is how we address our mistakes that makes or break us.
However, after one day and having sex I finally realize I don't love him anymore after everything he put me through. When I let go of the past, I lost my love as well. I warned him once I let go it was for good, and it seems I accomplished it.
So the divorce proceeding is back up...Has this happened to anyone else, where you try to get away, and yet keep coming back until there is nothing left to come back to? Even when for a while you so desperately wanted it?
2006-08-27
22:28:47
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