I feel terrbile and i worry that we can never be the same. or that he will never be the same with me. He doesnt act any different yet, i guess, im driving myself crazy/ He assures me that he wouldnt say he forgives me unless he meant it. He truly loves me and want to marry me. I feel the same way. But still my guilt is killing me. I am constantly sad. Even with fogiveness. I worry about if this will change our future form what it would of been? Will he forever think of it. Will the things we enjoy doing together ever be the same for him
I want them to be, and I wish i could foget it ever happened, and him as well. But in reality i know that wouldnt happen. These are things he already knows. He wants to help me, but i do not want to feel as it is only me that hurts. I know how he feels and cant believe i would put hin through that pain. I am trying to forgive myself, but its easier said than done.
2006-08-25
06:02:32
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