letting this women control my life. She has hurt me so many times yet I always take her back.. Am I a glutton for pain??At first I thought it was strictly because she had my children, yet I see plenty of people who are not together and they have kids.
I am so depressed right now and she could give a **** less. I know its part of the break-up blues, but how come when she was hurting because we were not together I was able to be there for her even though she was the cause of the break up?
Just doing normal things out of the day takes so much extra for me to do it, showering, getting dressed etc. I find myself thinking about her obsessively, wondering what she's doing and who's she with.The break-up is recent so I know it will get better in time, but it sure doesn't feel that way now!
I've wrote 2 different letters and I want to send them to her but I'm wondering if it would help me or just hurt more? I know I'm all over the place but, that's how my emotions feel right now
2006-07-02
08:21:41
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riggz415
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Marriage & Divorce