When it's good (90% of time) it blows me away. Beyond dreams. Beautiful spiritual connection. He's got big baggage that he's actively pulling out to deal with. He's determined to heal and inspiring in his approach. Last year he had the worst depressive, then worst manic episode of his life. Came through to a strong, healthy place. But it scared the crap out of him. Me too. Him - medication, therapists, good friends, big choices, self care. Me - feel isolated, scared and maybe stupid. 15 yrs ago I chose an abusive man. Lots of solid growth since then. Learned to love myself. Love this man. Love who he is. Love who I am with him. But his bipolar possibilities TERRIFY me. No physical fear, just confusion, loneliness, isolation, frustration, lack of dependability. No children or big $$ involved. Just hearts.
Can there be hope?
2006-06-30
14:33:50
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kittensaver
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Marriage & Divorce