Please only answer if you've actually had one.
I had a really, really major one a while back. Nearly killed myself and was very seriously contemplating self-mutilation to see if it was all real. It sort of phased out on its own and now only comes back in occasional bursts. It has left me with a heightened sense of consciousness I can't really explain. More aware of the fact that I am one person in one body is the closest way to put it.
I'm still not completely convinced but I've stopped caring. I seem to be stuck here, in whatever or wherever this is, and I have no control over much of anything, so I might as well take advantage of what's available.
When it does come back, though, it's pretty bad...I get back to the thinking about suicide and not trusting any of my sense, or my mind. I usually manage to sleep it off, and the next day I work myself extra hard on not enough sleep so I'm too tired to think. Has about a 60% success rate.
What do you do to keep reality stable?
2007-04-23
17:15:11
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