Could I just be making them up? What's wrong with me?
These emotions are not new. Again, this semester I'm starting to feel uncomfortable whenever I am around people. I feel silent, awkward, uncomfortable with myself and others. Call it whatever you want to call it...anxiety, low cofidence...etc. I feel ugly, lame, extremely stupid and vulnerable. I feel like I'm forced to speak. Somedays I feel invisible, alone and other days I want to be invisible. Somedays I feel like I'm not noticed, other days I feel like everyone is staring at me, thinking negative things about me, greatly incompetent. I've always had an A gpa, but this semester I lost myself in so many ways and I am failing my classes. I'v disappointed my professors, my classmates, myself. I keep a positive attitude these days, but why does this keep on happening? Last semester I misinterpreted things, but I showed confidence, leadership skills, people looked up to me, I was noticed, busy and got straight A's. Illness?
2007-04-23
11:53:13
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