please you guys i am being so serious. i think i might be depressed, but this isn't dealing with my question. i want to know i have a purpose in life and that people care about me. right now i dont feel that AT ALL. i feel no need to explain why, bc it is alot, but i will just tell you i feel really empty inside and basically like i have no emotion. i feel numb. anyways i never really prayed and dont go to church but that doesnt mean i dont believe in God. but praying and asking God what my purpose in life is, or for him to prove i have a purpose otheriwse i feel i might do something stupid that i will regret. i kind of feel like i dont deserve to be healthy and happy. instead i should be really sick and almost dying in a hospital and see if people would actually care about me or just forget me and wouldn't even notice if i were to die. thats how i feel. im sorry if its confusing im just speaking whats in my mind. im 16. i know i should be happy w/ it being a new year but im just not..
2007-12-31
11:34:58
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