I'm not sure why, but, for practically 3 yrs. I won't allow my husband near me. I just keep eating & gaining weight. I found out he was collecting porn behind my back years ago I filed for divorce, but, we tried to work things out. Then , I found on my computers history, that he was looking for some one on one descreet sex, with Latino women. I left again.
We eventually, moved back in together, he stopped drinking for 15 months, I know, he is being faithful, but, I cannot, be intimate with him. I wish, I could, but, my self refuses too.
In the mean time he & I are both getting fatter, lazier, lethargic & eat all the time. No matter, how hard I try. I am so humiliated by my weight & his past. He swears he never cheated. But, I know he had too. I found, a womens I.D, who was our age, she was latino, in MY BACK YARD, under a rock. The I.D, had been bit in half, only her picture was left & the experation date, & DL#. It was dated for one month earlier. we lived there for 5 yrs.
2007-12-29
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