I've realized over time, I've had this increasing desire to be a mother.. not only a mother, but the mother of my love's children. He means the world to me! I want to share something so special as having children together. I know he and I will be working partners as parents.. neither of us will do "most of the work". With all this going on through my heart and brain nearly all the time, I'm unsure if I'll be able to put this off until I graduate from college. Now, looking back at my feelings, it seems like the last how many months I was just at a "plateau" where I thought there's no way I could want them more than I did. I want them even more now. Right now, I feel like I need to ask him if I promise not to say anything until it feels like I cannot bear it anymore if he'd agree to let it happen also. He wants us to have children as much as I do. I don't imagine myself hitting this point until senior year, is it a bad idea? :(
2007-12-26
14:21:40
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TashaD
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