I stopped cutting for a while, about 2 months. But during that time I was even more depressed than ever. I'm what they call "clinically depressed" there's something wrong with how the chemicals for happiness are released.
But now I'm cutting again. I know it's wrong, I've heard it all before, I know I need to get help, and I have. But nothing makes me feel better.
I have no addiction history, both my parents and their family has no addictions.
I can't remember a time when I was actually happy.
I don't cut because of any reasons,or pressure, it's not something I just randomly do. I cut because it makes me feel better in a way nothing else can.
Does anyone know anything else that worked for them?
Please help me. I want to stop but I can stand not feeling anything again.
2007-12-21
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