Im a piro maniac, i need to have access to fire at all times. Hence a lighter is fine. Im currently on a suspended jail sentence for burning down a building in South Australia.
Iv tried everything... its not funny anymore, from councellors to physcologists to mental centers. If i dont have acces to fire i go insane, literally insane, its like a drug.
I have been this way since i was 8 years old.
3 days ago i accidently lit my boyfriends hair on fire, he was sent to hospital. And i was sent to a watch house,
They let me out this morning..
I need serious advice, this isent a joke. I cant let go of fire, this is a disease i have and it will never go away.
Iv been thinking... is it worth me being around loved ones, when all i do is hurt them, i try SO HARD, IV TRIED EVERYTHING and i cant change this obsession with fire.
Should i just leave... and hopefully there lives can better without me in it.
Advice please? Thanx
2007-12-20
15:09:03
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