Okay, y'all know the story now. Husband and I separated, for the most part friendly with each other, he's seeing someone.
We want our children to see Momma and Daddy acting in the same way we expect THEM to act, so we're working hard now to keep from being horrible to each other. Early on, though, very soon after he moved out and started dating another woman, there was a blowout, in which he disclosed some information in an email about his new personal life that has burned some really really horrible mental images in my mind. I threw up, then couldn't stop re-reading it for some reason. I finally deleted it.
He feels awful about it, and neither of us are innocent here. I know that. And I forgive him for what he said in a fit of anger.
But now I can't stop thinking of when WE were together, and these mental images keep flashing in my mind of him looking at her the way he looked at me, and seeing them together that way.
I know it'll fade in time but can I make it stop now?
2007-12-06
03:01:24
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CrazyChick
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Marriage & Divorce