last year i was really depressed. my family is really open, and they tell people if they think they are overweight naturally. i had many social problems and i would wound up hiding in the toilet before lessons just to avoid mixing with other people. my parents are irranian and my dad moved to england and lived here by himself when he was 14, and my mum was in a country where you couldnt show your hair incase a man would get sexually aroused. they dont believe in love, i have an arranged marraige planned for me... my dad has a really short temper and i get very scared when he gets angry which is nightly... i feel that my social imbalance is due to my insecurity, my heart starts beating unaturally fast, i have sleepless nights, i lost 6kgs this summer, and my head is starting to sway even when i sit and ive feel very dizzy and tired and i nearly fell over today. i cry a lot, daily... will i die early because of this?
2007-10-27
10:43:09
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