I know it is somewhat important for a relationship to have intimacy...however, sex is not something I have any interest in...in fact, i am scared of it. It is painful and just not worth it. I actually think that unless you want a child, it is dumb. I dont enjoy it and I am starting to think that it is because my mom made sex look unappealing my whole life. I feel dirty and unhappy....even if my boyfriend and I make out...We are planning on getting married soon...in life six months, but I dread our honeymoon. I dont know why I have this hatred for it. My boyfriend is very understanding...but I feel awful because I do get turned on, but I never want to act on it. Its very frusterating when I cant even enjoy a long kiss. I am scared to death of a gynecologist...I tried to go, but I cried so hard that I just drove home. Maybe someone out there can tell me why I am so strange? Do women actually enjoy sex? It doesnt seem like I will ever warm up to my sexual side!!!
2007-09-26
03:40:16
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