By this, even to the non-Christians, I mean, sin, bad things in life, even the devil himself,can all of this try to screw up your mental state and fill it with fear, doubt, and unscertainty?
Every time I keep turning closer to God, and what not, I keep having more and more setbacks, like something is trying desperately to keep me from God.
Ironically, today, I was taking a nap, and then woke up and a sudden flush of fear overhwhelmed me and a sense of doom came over me.
Immediately, I realized I was probably h aving a panic attack and took some meds for it, but my spiritual side felt attacked as well. I felt very scared, fearful, and doomed. Almost like, F*ck I've sinned, I've not made my amends with God, and now the devil is coming to take me to hell, and I started to freak out, because it literally felt like that.
Basically something out of the exorcist. I felt like I was getting possessed by something, and the world around me looked SCARY!
of course I didn't tell
2007-09-23
18:29:59
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