Hey
I don't really know what to do with myself. I'm 25, intelligent (MA English) healthy, got a nice long term boy who loves me, pretty, average weight, fairly nice upbringing. Great lifestyle, great job.
BUT
I've always hated the way I look. I've been dieting since age 10 because my mother was obsessed about her weight too. I started 3 day fasts at 12years old. I started self harming at 9-10years old for attention, I think. The self harm stopped (cutting anyway) with my boyfriends help 4years ago.
I've pulled my hair out since I was 11years old..not to so bad that Im balding, but it's apretty bad tick. Not always pulling but touching my head all the time especially when Im bored or unoccupied/nervous.
My lifestyle is very very active, 3-4hours exercise a day and usually very healthy, but still trying to lose weight all the time. Sometimes 3days fasting, sometimes very low calorie days, sometimes eating too large(but healthy)meal and purging.
Im a nightmare! Help.
2007-09-22
20:35:24
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tiger_spirit
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Diet & Fitness