MY REDEMPTION.
By:Sandy Holmes.
The day I turned to drugs..I could never forget..The coldness of my soul..The sadness in my head..I had walked many miles,I had cried many tears..The day I turned to drugs..I felt as if death was near.In the lonely path of ignorance I had met many like me.They rather used their money for drugs,than to buy their kids something to eat.But you can't look them in the eyes and point at them as dead wrong,they have no feelings for anything,the only thing they want is drugs.I struggled with my demons,for many years.Everything in my life was so full of sorrows and tears...I felt down on my knees and screamed...I wanted the lord to hear me so he could set my soul free.I had went so far away in a senseless run from my fears,I got tired of all my lies,I was sick for many years.Somewhere in my heart I'd found a ray of hope,and I tought of the children,I had once conceived in love.If I ever had a question about the way,I lived my life,how could I do this to my kids and yet they still look at me with love in their eyes? I took my last chance and I redeem my messed up life..and gave my kids a mother one they could look at with pride.I thank the lord above for giving me the strength to change,but he told me my sweet child,where there is a will..there is a way..Everyday when I wake up I feel clean air inside my lungs,everyday is a new day sense I made the right choice.I am grateful for everything in my life,Yes, the good and the bad..because no matter what I had gone trough..I'M still here and I'm still alive...I learned that there is no troubles,when I tought I had troubles in my life,I know now that the only trouble is when I gave drugs a chance.In the lonely path of ignorance,I almost lost everything that meant something in my life,to this day when I think about it,I still feel the need to cry,many say forget is over, is not good to dwell in the past,I won't forget I can't forget,this will keep me in the right track. My redemption was to me a new way to be born,I've found good things about my self that until this day were unknown.I smile at my new life,I am complete I don't feel the need to get high,I cry if I'm sad laugh when Im happy taking it one day at a time.
2007-09-15
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