I haven't been in fellowship for years. I served my last church for about 7 years, and I was the drummer for it. At the end, because of one disagreement I had with the pastors, I was told I was "not a member" and had no right to comment on church matters. I was told, a couple of services just before I left, that I was not even a "muso"-musician (I was self taught) and had no right to any say in the music team-the same team I served during that whole time.
I am still bitter. I have renounced fellowship, and 5yrs later, the very words, "church", "Christianity" and "Christians" fill me with rage and hatred. I decided 6 months after I left (I'd left the area as I moved) to bury the hatchet and give my former pastors a call. By their tone of voice, they didn't want a bar of me, and didn't want me to visit them in their home. The pastor graciously decided that we could all meet "in a cafe" if I really insisted on catching up with them.
Is it abnormal I am still this angry?
2007-07-30
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