i have been in this relationship for 25 yrs,From the begining there was drama with his family and religion.We past that .Then ther was the drama of his physical abuse,we past that to,but then came the mental abuse which i can honestly say i would swap the physical back .I swear my husband has had numerous encounters with other women but ofcourse he will never admit to anything.This was the when i dug myself a bigger hole to fall into i was looking for a friend after my father commited suicide i couldnt focus on anything in life and got so depressed everything in my life was dark at that time.Not that thats an excuse for my actions those i take full responcibilty for .Well to cut it short i fell for the first idiot who came along to give me a shoulder to cry on , it was one of those so called internet affair,i was so consumed with guilt i told my husband.But 6 yrs later he still wont let go.i am at the point now i would rather die than live like this ,i know i should leave but i cant.
2007-06-13
02:25:39
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Marriage & Divorce