A year ago, a big earthquake shake my city, made me lost some relatives and friends. And I thought, I would die at that time.
After that earthquake, i realized, I did so many sins, and death can come suddenly... I don't wanna die before I've been forgiven. Then I tried to be a good Muslim, Remembered about death and day of judgment, Took salat in the early time, Learned more about Quran, Did some sunnaths.....
but day by day, I changed, back to what i used to be, spent much time in front of TV or shopping malls, lazy to learn Quran, Lazy to take pray in the early time...
I forget about death and day of judgment.
Then now, I heard rumors that tomorrow will be an earthquake that bigger than last year earthquake.
Then, again, I remember about my sins, about death, and day of judgment
Why am I always like this??
What should I do? So I can always remember about the aims of life, not only look for enjoyment?
Frankly, I'm afraid if disaster will come again
I haven't prepared to die
2007-06-06
05:48:53
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marhama
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