help me with a problem I’ve had for some time now. I don’t know if it’s possession or not, but it’s likely. When I’m alone, I can pray. But when I’m in church, when the whole place is full of the Holy Spirit, I can’t pray… I can’t pay attention… I feel this battle in me between my urges inside and some nameless something to NOT do it (it being speaking in tongues, or just praying aloud, or praying period sometimes, or singing in church, or lifting a hand in praise, or falling to my knees in worship, etc.). Sometimes, when my fiance and I get into huge fights, I suddenly get depressed for no good reason and fall catatonic. Now this particular problem is getting worse. Usually, I hear and see and remember what goes on. But tonight it happened again. I was standing outside by my fence…and that’s the last thing I remember. I “woke up” leaning over on the little bench in front of my driveway against the house. According to my fiance i was motionless and catatonic. I remember nothing.
2007-05-24
17:52:34
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