and i am 17 years old in a Catholic HS. I've told some friends (maybe 10?) none of family knows. i'm sure of it and im okay with it .. just that, everyone has a gf/bf and i'm getting lonely. all the guys my age (gay ones) are horny and just want one-night-stands (just like the straight guys LOL)..But i want more then that, i want a real relationship, and its so hard because unlike heterosexual people, you cant "advertise" yourself anywhere. i dont know any other gay people. no one has "come out" at my school.
i feel like i will be lonely forever and never find my perfect guy. and even if i do, there are so many loopholes!
a) getting married. id love to! but it would be akward with family (unaccepting of gays- they dont know i am)
c) sex: i am not very feminine- im in the middle -- but i would definitely be the "bottom" during sex. in heterosexual sex, the man being in control and on "top" is ASSUMED, being gay. what if i get into a relationship only to find he is a bottom too
2007-04-28
16:17:02
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