I've blocked this out for soo long, at some times I will remember little bits again.. But because I was young, the details are fuzzy and I think i chose to block a lot of it out. And in turn became good at blocking out my childhood.
I was touched, kissed but never raped as such, but somehow I think that it may have been my fault, I can't remember saying no? It might sound strange, thats why I'm hoping someone else who's been through this can help.
I can't understand why I didn't fight back or just say no or tell someone? I can't even remember if I said no. He was 8 years older than me.. It must have been when i was between the ages of 6-9 maybe, it happened for a few years while. It was a relation of mine that did it.
I think it affected my childhood more than I thought. Until writing this, I never really thought it had affected me - but it has in a few ways.
Can someone help me with my feelings?
2007-04-18
13:26:14
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