For the past year or so, i have felt like i am on auto-pilot. Even as i am typing this message i feel like i am on some sort of auto-pilot mode, like im not actually living my life...I cannot really explain it.
I dont feel aware, i feel muffled, like im watching my life more than living it, yet im still controlling it ugh, its too confusing to even explain.
I think over the many hours of sleep i have lost, and think that maybe thats the reason why i am like this, its hard to concentrate on everything around me...making me feel like im not a part of reality at all? In 7th grade i had huge insomnia from a video game called Starwars Galaxies. I stayed up all night for over 24hrs more than 30 times that year. In 8th grade i didnt have it nearly as bad because i realized how tired i was, but it still happened a whollllleeee lot. This time i was addicted to WoW, almost failed that year too.
Anyways, its only now that i have started to think (nearing the end of 9th - To be continued...
2007-04-12
20:00:25
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Zonnxy
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