It all started about 6 months ago when I was driving home and a large piece of burning ash fell onto my arm. I couldn't feel any pain. So I parked, lit up another cigarette and started to draw on my arm. I just got back from another parking lot tonight... so far I've burnt an area 8" x 4" on one of my arms. Each time I burn, it can take up to 2 months for each spot to heal... however, a scar is left.
I am dissapointed because once the skin scars from the 3rd degree burn, i don't get the same effect if I try to burn in that area again because the nerves are damaged. I buy clove cigarettes because they burn hotter and the cherrie is usually hotter and fuller than a normal cigarrette.
I do this to get away.. because I know when I meditate in a couple hours, I will go farther and farther away from reality... and all we be good. Until tomorrow when I see demon/decayed faces.
2007-03-25
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