Every time I get hope about something, I feel this feeling, kinda like a voice say, its not going to happen, or just give up. I feel like I must go back to my bitter self towards people, but Iv got this far with changing myself, I cant turn back now, even now as I type this, I feel a deppressed oncoming. People are very warm to me since I have changed my attitude, but the forces to be ''God'' is telling me shut up and be bitter again! God likes me to feel bad, I just know it, I HATE God!! I used to be catholic, but not any more for sure!! Im also very paranoid! Im on meds (citalopram 40 mg) What should I do, I feel like Im going nuts.
2007-03-23
03:26:44
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