how can you summon confidence? im on benifits, and waiting for therapy for borderline p d, so i havent got nice clothes. only old rags. im 29. put on alot of weight, ive aged prematurly. my skin looks dry, wrinkles are forming, and lines, my face is fat. my skin pigmentation is blotchy, i have two missing teeth, i need implants, i feel vunerable and at the mercy of cruel predatory people, when i feel like this. i was bullied throughout secondary school so i no what victimisation feels like, and its like i fear it happening again as an adult. i dont like the fact i was bullied and made to feel like a victim. i feel like an impressions been made upon me as an adult. i have to go out today and do shopping, but because of how i feel about myself, its preventing me. i already feel paranoid when i go out, and notice people looking, sometimes. i also have inner rage, which im scared of losing control of. im in a dilema. i need to go out to get shopping and stuff to eat. but i feel horrendous
2007-03-12
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