Every time I hang out with friends, I can have tons of fun. We can really click and it's so wonderful. I feel like they begin to really like me and there is a sense of assurance that the friendship will be great. All of the sadden, if they do one little thing that I don't like, or something they say, or whatever, I start freaking out and cannot control myself. I realize something is wrong with me, that it's not suppose to be like that, but it only makes it worse. I get even more jumpy and the usually the result would be really ugly. I shut myself up, run to the car, say I don't ever wanna see them anymore because I'm a horrible person and they deserve someone better, or I feel like everybody hates me, everybody is after me, I'm rejected, so many things all at once. I usually push myself away, lock up and after I cool off I apologize but the relationship is never the same anymore... Please help.
2007-03-11
14:16:25
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