My ex-partner hasn’t been talking to me for over a month. Our relationship ended badly, first with 3 months of him deciding whether to be with me, then with 2 months of having broken up but still sometimes having sex. The whole time I felt like I didn’t know where I stood. I have anxiety and depression, and don’t deal well with not knowing so it was pretty stressful for me. The last time I saw him we had a huge argument. I just exploded over something stupid because everything was too much for me. The argument escalated. I pushed him around, put myself in the way of the door and tried to hold onto him to stop him leaving. He ended up choking me and stepping on me and throwing me around to try and get me off him. It eventually came to a standstill and he left in the morning. Apart from a couple of very terse replies to my emails he hasn’t talked to me since. I really want to be able to be his friend and heal the hurt I've inflicted. I know it's my fault.
2007-03-03
00:56:26
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SophieJulien
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Marriage & Divorce