I know I have depression, I'm on meds, I've struggled with it for the majority of my life. Lately my depression has gotten worse, and I don't know if it just means it's time to up my meds or if it's life circumstances that are making me feel this way. I have a 1.5yr old, and have been married for almost 3 years. We don't fight, he's a great dad, he loves me, sex is ok, he works shift work, I work days, so we don't see each other much. In the past few months I've started questioning whether we should be married, or if we'd just be better friends. I find I'm pulling away from him, I don't let him get close to me, but I'll let other people get close. I've just ended a "friendship" with a guy that would be considered close to an emotional affair. Yes, that makes me sad, but that came after the feelings of an inadequate marriage. I need to know if anyone else with depression has been through this, and have you sabatoged your marriage, or how did you cope? I feel so self destructive
2007-02-24
05:21:34
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Marriage & Divorce