All by myslf ,whole world against me no one to luv all here to decieve,ending my misery i wish to die better hell than to live a lie.
Hey watz up my fellas,Im a 18 y/o small town boy living w/ his mom and sister being the man and protector of the family ,but deep down it just hurts my heart that i can't let da wrld no dat im Gay i dont know wht stops me ,the thought of my mothers heart being broken or being neglected ,and laughed at, i feel so lonely sometimes that i have slept w/ half the public to fill dat gap but everyone sleeps w/ me and than runs away like im a ugly monster,im even in love w/ diz dude at my work who keeps on looking at me trying to tlk to me but im tired of being used i want love,someone to cuddle w/ and hold his hands and announce my sexuality to world how do i know if he likes me or its just me being in denial that someone loves me ,i just am obsessed w/ him but when i see him i ignore him wht do i do {i cant ask him no one knows im gay so thers no asking.
2007-02-18
19:16:31
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender