I'm gay in a society that rejects gays ( Singapore ). They think I'm sick mentally or something. And though some of my friends don't mind, but when I've told someone I love him, it really hurts when rejection happens. I don't wish to be hurt this way again, and also I don't want to have such rejection again.
I've tried watching pornography of girls ( I know I'm underage ), but it really doesn't help ( Though it does turn me on ). I don't fall in love with girls somehow. The government sends people to tell us in our schools that gays can be cured. But I really wonder what is their cure? What do they do to us?
I really wish to lead a normal life. I want to be someone str8. I really hope someone can help me. Thanks alot.
2007-01-20
01:14:05
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Jin Kazama
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender