I am seeking a change in my life, I am a very spiritual person and i spend alot of time looking into contemplating a deeper meaning. I am at this crossroads and I cant distinguish my instinct from heart and my heart from my head. I am emotionally hurt by a un expected seperation. I made bad choices, chasing after love, instead of listening to the warnings in my gut. I willingly held back out of the fray without making any choices and I am paying the price. I gave love, but I never made a choice. I am stuck in limbo.
I feel lost, confused and hurt.
I feel like I was being asked to change into something which was too good to be true and I let myself be blind to what my instincts screamed at me. I wanted to believe that love would happen and yet while I felt that I was being changed into something new, and I was scared that I would lose myself in the process.
I don't know whether I embraced life or deserted it, or just became a even bigger spectator.
I am having a crisis.
2007-01-17
03:28:32
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Mother of Tae Kwon Do
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Psychology