me and my bf split up for good last week, i always thought we were just gona have a bit of time apart n then get back. i was really missing him so last night i drove to his house to see him and he let me in and said we defo cant b together no more. but he grabbed my hand and took me upstairs. i was cryin so much cos i cant imagine my life without him. but i was tryin to talk to him as i didnt want to go round for sex, but he kept telling me to stop talkin and had sex with me, i was cryin as this was happenin cos all i cud think was this is gona b some other girl in his bed in a few weeks. he didnt use anything but didnt *** up me but he knows im not on any contraception as i only had a miscarriage a few weeks ago. after we had sex i went to the toilet, then went downstairs and he had my shoes, coat and bag waiting, he said 'my mates gona b home in 10 mins so u better go' i was so so so hurt, i felt so used. but this has been building up for ages, he wasnt there for me wen i was pregnant. but i love him so much i didnt wana get over him. but all i can think of is him with sum1 else, sleepin about, havin another gf, doin everything he did with me with sum1 else. i want to get it out my head but it makes me feel sick knowin he will b sleeping with other people. he moved into his new house with his mate 3 weeks ago, he knows how much i hate livin at home and he didnt even offer, after bein together 2 yrs. we have been through so much together. so i know he has his own place with his mate and i know what he will be doing and its killing me, i cant eat or anything, please help!
2007-01-11
02:01:52
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