I am 18 yrs old and i recently start cutting myself and now i can't stop.It started on chirstmas eve when i was so angry and the pain just tangle inside me.I take a knife and did a small cut on my wrist and it bleed and bleed and the pain was there because it hurt so bad since it was my first try. But i wanted to die, i wanted to kill myself so i start cutting myself more all i wanted to see is my blood pouring and hoping on chirstmas day i would finally be dead. I'm not scared of dieing but i am scared of where i will end up. How can i stop hurting myself? how can i be a happy girl again? Is there any other way of taking out my anger and pain by not hurting myself?. I know by hurting myself its just a way of getting every thing out, but i am destroying my body, people look at me as a krazy ***** and dont want to be around me.Its not my intension of hurting myself,i just can't help it no more. How can i stop thinking about taking my life away? I need your help please help me!!!!!
2006-12-26
02:24:00
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