This is the dilemma: I used to have a dream about having a certain future... A future that was not really going to be happening for me, just because I had too much of fantasy what concerned love and life. (I was 17y)
Now 12 y later I found out that the person that I had this fantasy about, had exactly the same fantasy as me (and still)... We lost contact a few times during the years, but lately we talk a lot to eachother about anything and it really feels like a good friendship...
The only thing is that I do have a boyfriend (already for 7y now). And he is great too. But at the moment we are going to a rough time. I don't want to loose him because I really love him. (and I would never cheat him)But I sometimes miss the fireworks I heard about and I wonder if I should listen to what my heart told me all those years ago.
Is this foolish? Is there something like faith. Finding the one true love? Or is it just crap, and should I settle for what I have instead of what I could have?
2006-10-27
04:24:58
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