I am so sick of feeling this way. Lots of times I am happy, and then it comes down on me. I feel hurt that my life expectations have been botched. I feel guilty that I am subject to vice. I feel lonely that it is hard for me to connect to people. I cringe at the world. Everything that I think is wrong with it keeps nagging at me and I get delusions of grandeur and persecution delusions. I know ordinary people have complications like these related to sexual desires, I suppose, in the Freudian sense--could this be plaguing me? I do genuinely feel that I have a lot to offer people. I am bright, articulate, and that I look fine. Nothing much is wrong with me but when the hurt feelings, the lonely feelings, and the guilty feelings return it is as I need to kill the pain. Surely I am overreacting. Is there any way to mellow out more than I already am? Outwardly I think I appear normal. However, I am worried about how people perceive me. Can I expand my ordinary consciousness?
2006-10-14
18:32:17
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