I had a dream that I was commiting suicide with a gun. I was in my old neighborhood. I was in the middle of the road. I put the gun in my mouth, then I changed my mind, and put it on my forhead. when I was getting ready to pull the trigger, I thaught maybe the middle of the road is not a good place to do that, nobody wants to clean my brain parts, so I went to my neighbors yard, where I used to hide when I was a kid. it was a small field with iveys grown on it. I laid down and shot myself in the forhead. I felt I was dieing, blood was comming out of my mouth, then I was not sure if i'm gonna die or not so I shot myself three more times in my head, i dont remember the rest...
2006-09-06
19:56:41
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