Hi, My family has a LARGE history of mental illness, Two of my relatives even committed suicide, Every person in my family has been diagnosed so far, Or atleast, Has the problem (Undiagnosed). So..Um...Do they run in family's? I've been having this little problem since I was 6 and I just realised it could have came from my family genes? Whenever I do something wrong, Or feel like I am limiting someone else, I hear this voice of myself kind of...And I argue on whether or not I should be crying or feeling upset kind of like this..."Shut Up, You should'nt be upset! You are priveledged! It is SOOO selfish of you! Shut the hell up!" "I am not upset! Just go away!" "Stop it! You are too priveledged to be whining!" It kind of circles around itself...
And I have some weird paranoia thing...Hard to explain...I'm afraid to tell my parents...Last time I tried it ended up in the guilt circling around again...Is there something wrong with me?
2006-09-06
17:50:38
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