Well, first of all, I don't know exactly how to say it, but I know there is no chance I am ever going to be together with the person I love. I know I love them because I want to be with them, not just for sex or because of lust. I usually have fantasies of being with them, then I am crushed because I realize I will never be with them. :(
I don't want a pity party, but my family doesn't really care about me. I'm not going to overexaggerate and say they hate me (which isn't true) but they don't ever seem to worry or care about what I am going through.
I have barely any friends since I am shy, my only friends told others they only were my friends because they felt sorry for me.
So I really have nobody to talk to about this, I'm always up all night crying or just being grumpy and I know it will affect school soon.
I know people will tell me to "get over it", the thing is I don't WANT to get over them, I love them too much. I know I should, but I just can't. Advice?
2006-08-31
18:18:35
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