I found out today that the person I have been best friends with and not so secretely in love with has been going out with someone for a week. I know why she didn't tell me as she knows i still care about her alot, but it really hurt having to find the way I did.. (i mean, a week!!) what makes things really complicated is that we work together often (play in a string quartet) and will be going away for a year next year with this group. I am trying to be as proffesional as possible about it, but it's really difficult.. she knows that this guy is just a "well, he's here for a few months, let's make something happen" kind of guy. I started smoking again because of this (i did get a sick satisfaction asking her for a ciggie after i found out... she obliged with a facial expression of "oh crap, what have i done?") Not only am i heartbroken, but i'm losing my best friend... what do i do?
2006-07-29
06:13:27
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The Cowfather
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