the girl im goin to see tommorrow at her flat said we'll stick to the living room. because i asked is she still up for the date tommorrow. and she said yes but it depends if my back gets better if not i'll have to stay in bed, but hopefully it'll be okay. ( then i said) well thats ok if youve got a tv or player in your room we can still have a laugh. ( then she said) we'll stick to the living room, )~and it feels like a bit of a blow rejection that she said this. im already incredibly anxious about tommorrow as i stuggle with my self esteem. plus if you read my other questions you'll no i have other mental health problems. im thinking once she gets to no me properly and she sees my extreme low self opinion, i'll get rejected~and rejection is somethin i take very hard as im already lonley person with lonely life and alone
2006-07-22
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