There is no happy ending. I'm 28 years old and I have been single all my life. All I want is a girlfriend and I've always believed that it will work out in the end but now I'm older and wiser and I realize that it won't. There is no happy ending, so don't answer me with, 'the right one will come along' or something like that, because I know they won't.
I'm not one of those suicidal people who come on here crying, but if it all ended tomorrow I wouldn't mind. My life's not going to get any better, only worse. I know that I have nothing to look forward to. It's like there's nothing to live for and yet I keep on living. I don't understand why I am alive and being made to suffer so much.
So what do I do? What do you do when the only thing that could ever give you peace and make you happy is not obtainable? I'm just so sad and over everything and I've tried so hard in the past, but now I'm just an empty shell watching a clock.
I can't ever be happy and I'm only 28.
What will I do
2006-07-16
07:35:20
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Ben R
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Mental Health