Today, whilst trying to book our holiday on my boyfriend's laptop I discovered that 2 days ago he had downloaded & watched porn. "Teenage girl being f***** up the a***" was one title that stuck out...plus women with huge breasts with sp**k on them.(I am 32 & small breasted).
I was very upset & went through a range of emotions and I still don't know how I feel about it.
I was unable to hide my upset when he came into the room so I told him what I had found.
He said I was being silly to be upset, that it didn't matter, it didn't do anything for him, he loves me, fancies me etc.
I then realised that the night he watched this stuff was the same night that he had left my house after I had had a very bad day & was upset. He didn't stay to comfort me or make me feel better, he just left because he couldn't be bothered to deal with it (& I don't blame him really, although it is rare for me to be upset like that).
So, am I being silly? Or do I deserve better?
2006-07-15
02:52:42
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