I got saved when I was18, I am now29. I have dealt with this since I was14. I really want to be straight; but I have no sexual feeling for a woman. And the thought sortof makes me sick. I have had 3 sexual partners about7 years apart. I have been going to church since I was very young. I quit around12-17 got back into church, and turned my life over to God. I have prayed and fasted that God remove the desires and thought of being Gay. To send me a wife, but then I think I might not be happy if I still have these gay feeling. Did god create me this way.I go through deppression because of this. And now it is worst, I love this man that is married w/kids. He is also a Christain, and loves his wife very much. but has the same desires. I know this is very bad. I really want to end it, but he makes it difficult for me. I have been trough tarapy before but not for this bad situation. Do you think God will forgive me and not punish me for this. I want to be happy;how can I be happy?
2006-07-15
16:16:28
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