good with the bad.I'm very respectful,don't sleep around,don't do drugs,I don't drink,I would give the shirt off my back if I could help someone.But something horrible happened the past few months that I didn't feel I deserved.My ex now who I was with for almost 2 years, we took it slow & fell in love, good family, but had depressive problems that he wanted to & would commit suicide b/c he got a onenight stand pregnant bf we met.Of course I helped him come to terms with it,only for him to leave me to be with the mom. I was shocked.They r not together anymore.But he became so cold and hurtful,I got so fed up with everything I yelled at him to the high heavens,I even felt guilty for that. After, everything came rushing back to me, his constant suicide threats,I feel he messed with my head.For once,I really thought God gave me something good in my life&it turned out horrible.To top itoff,I found out when I was ill in hospital Ihad 2surgeries. Its been 6 months and all I do is cry.
2007-01-30
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maria s
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