I have no friends from devoting my life to my kids-I'm single, with help from their dad, but cannot afford to pay daycare to work-my teenagers are flipping out, my other kids are rude and selfish, and my little 2 year old just cannot live unless I am attatched to his side at every moment-INCLUDING all night-he cries when I go to the bathroom for cripes sake. I have no friends, and I feel no one cares-my 17 year old just told me she hates me and wants to leave. I went to call someone and realized-there is NO ONE NOT ONE SOul who cares whether I live or die-my own mother tgakes every opportunity to tell my kids how mean I am(because I have rules for the kids) she buys them things I can never buy and I feel like a wounded animal where the vultures are circling, waiting for me to give up. I want to pack and leave, but my two little ones would suffer and grieve and be so confused.Why is this happening to me? I feel the life draining out of me daily-I just dont want to go on anymore
2006-09-20
19:04:18
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ginamignonlopez
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