I feel depressed sometimes.
When I was 10, I was almost kidnapped & raped by 2 older black women in a store when my parents were in another section shopping.
My older sister screamed at me daily, 8 hours a day from the time she got home till the time she went to sleep till first thing when she awoke, & made me feel like trash.
Talked with a girl 4 years that I was hoping to marry, then she lied to me.
Another girl swindled me out of $10,000 + the car I had, while I was saving for hoping to be married one day on it.
It doesn't seem like anything ever goes right in my life, despite my best efforts.
My mom committed me to a mental institution because I refused to get "saved" & liked rock music. I can't help how I am or what I like. Trying to change me didn't work.
I wish I were dead sometimes. Does everyone only live to lie & hurt others? Is there any hope in trying to live a good life at all? Should I just give up?
I don't feel that I can take much more.
2007-03-03
12:03:40
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